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You know how certain genres of music, or bands, make you feel a certain way whenever you listen to them and kinda change the mood of anything? I love that.
If I could just feel like 311 and Matisyahu all the time, I’d be set. Those bands chill me out so easily; it’s awesome. I wanna feel like that all the time, though. I don’t know how to describe my mood when I listen to them. Haha, it’s soo spacey.
Anyway, it’s Ryan Picole’s 18th birthday. Which means that my lastt big sister is going to college next year :/. Gray’s starting middle school, I finally got my permit, and Ryan’s a senior. We’re growin’ up soo friggin’ fast. I don’t like this. I mean, I’m glad we’re all succeeding and stuff, but I miss having all 6 kids in the house. Soon, there’ll only be 2.. Goodness gracious. I’m gunna be the big kid. I’m gunna have to be the ride everywhere and the example.. I’m not gunna have Ryan to bring me to school or help me find things or figure things out. She’s not gunna be on the swim team with me anymore.. Craaap.
She doesn’t know this, probably, but I depend on Ryan soo much. She’s my best friend and I don’t know what I’m gunna do when she leaves for college. I still have a year with her, but I can’t help but think about her leaving. I love my big sister more than all things 
. I’m very proud of her and that I’m her sister.
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